Jun 28, 2005 10:24
today I fear I might just sweat myself to death..... how bad is that? lack of wind and all that. its weird, extremely hot! I am in the zero motivation mind frame still, and I doubt I will come out of it until after my exams..... erm, so that spells trouble, kind of. but is cool too, at least I have no beer in my fridge to tempt me..... everyone is bloody leaving too. there´s like, me and annie left now. I am sick of saying bye to people. its getting ridiculous now. Its just dragging out and being too long, I said bye to two people yesterday, and felt really bad because the second one, I was less enthusiastic for, even though she is a really good friend, I was just so drained and absolutely shattered...... I felt bad anyway. But the good thing is, that most of the people leaving now live in the UK, so I can easily go and visit them. but saying bye to Annie is gonna be harsh, as it was harsh to say bye to Amy, Molly, Tamorah and John...... however, happy thing happen, and Amy rang me the other night, woooo, and I got a letter from Molly, so its all good. it´ll be cool to have packages and shit sent to me from the U.S of Aaaaaaay! ha ha. especially "butterfingers" god I love them...... mmmmm peanut butter tangent.... thats a good name, I might make a chocolate bar called that.... (peanut butter tangent, not "that", silly!)
wow, minutes go fast when you´re doing absolutely nothing dont they....? yipes! I suppose I better go do something productive...... Not going to the punk gig tonight, cos my exam is at 9am tomorrow, BUMS!!!! Really want to go, but I think I probably will sleep through the exam if I do... so I decided against it. but, there´s a couple more gigs coming up before I leave, so they should be cool. anyway, think thats about it for today, well this morning anyway, as its like 10:41am. maybes should have waited til later to write stuff. anyway...... *yawns*