wtf....
im really confused about a lot. my general feelings.
my "best friend" is really starting to seem like...idk. kinda slippin away. if thats how ya wanna view it. but i dont want it to. i need a best friend. she's the one that i can trust. the one i tell EVERYTHING to. thats what i want.
on the other hand. i have these strong feelings for my b/f. i dont think he believes me completely. it happened so fast. i never would tell someone my feelings so fast. but i did. bc i knew what they were. i just feel like my heart is gonna get broken. im so fucking out of it. im sick. dont feel good. have so many thoughts going through my head. wondering if he'll ever have feelings for me. as i do for him. not even as strong. bc they are strong. i dont expect that from people. i just dont. im fucking movin anyways. not like he's gonna continue to wanna see someone that far away. its far as of now anyways. idk. ughhhhhhh.
my "best friend" is really starting to seem like...idk. kinda slippin away. if thats how ya wanna view it. but i dont want it to. i need a best friend. she's the one that i can trust. the one i tell EVERYTHING to. thats what i want.
on the other hand. i have these strong feelings for my b/f. i dont think he believes me completely. it happened so fast. i never would tell someone my feelings so fast. but i did. bc i knew what they were. i just feel like my heart is gonna get broken. im so fucking out of it. im sick. dont feel good. have so many thoughts going through my head. wondering if he'll ever have feelings for me. as i do for him. not even as strong. bc they are strong. i dont expect that from people. i just dont. im fucking movin anyways. not like he's gonna continue to wanna see someone that far away. its far as of now anyways. idk. ughhhhhhh.