Oct 24, 2006 19:25
i always start these things off by saying "its been a long time since ive made an update" but this time when i say it i mean it... i think the entry before this says june of last year. crazy... a lot of shit has gone on since then, a lot of things that arent important enough to write about in the long run so im gonna skip the bullshit and just say its been a crazy ride.
As for life now i cant really complain. Im working a lot... A LOT A LOT... im saving money to go to california with charlie this upcoming december 26th. Ill be back in june to visit for a few days for my grandmothers birthday but who knows when ill be back after that. Excited doesnt even explain the feeling i have right now. I really feel like charlie is my soul mate. He's not only my boyfriend but hes my best friend.. I cant ask for much more then that. I dont know what i would do with out him.
Im living at jennys house for now. Her parents are amazing to me. im still going through a struggle with my mom but things are so much better because for the first time ever im actually disconnected from her. for real this time....
i was going to write more then this.. but im gonna head to sand street..
after christmas i cant go there anymore...
i think its a good thing....
You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now ... here he comes!
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young
Can we climb this mountain
I don't know
Higher now than ever before
I know we can make it if we take it slow
Let's take it easy
Easy now, watch it go
We're burning down the highway skyline
On the back of a hurricane that started turning
When you were young
When you were young
And sometimes you close your eyes
and see the place where you used to live
When you were young
They say the devil's water, it ain't so sweet
You don't have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while
You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now here he comes
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young
(He talks like a gentlemen, like you imagined when)
When you were young
I said he doesn't look a thing like Jesus
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But more than you'll ever know