Aug 15, 2007 14:33
well i figured i'd do an entry before school. everyone's posting about their summer.
mine was just another summer. i didnt go anywhere. =[ but im actually fine with that. i guess ive never been a vacation person.
ball was amazingg with some amazingggg people.
graduation was fun. graduation parties were a blast.
summer was alot of waking up early, volunteering and endless errands.
back at hco for xmas break so im pretty excited and now i dont have to worry about getting a job.
i start in 16 days. slightly nervous. im not exactly the most social around people i dont know. unbelivable. i know.
but overall i can't wait.
people are like wait till it gets closer you ll know what i mean when i say im nervous. um no. im so excited to leave. and theres seriously less then a handful of people who really know what i mean. if i could i wouldnt come home till thanksgiving but were only plannign on coming home like two times before then so thats not too bad.
met my roommate she seems realy cool and we seemed to have a lot in common.
fair is coming up. im so happy im still here for it. i love the fair too much. and of course im voluntering at that the 28th. and i already am voluntering for two things in september. gotta earn the scholarship haha.
and as much as i love people. seriously lets drop my mistakes. ive let a lot go. but theres still a couple things that im still pissed off at myself for.
anyways yes. college. can't wait. partyyyy. haha no. im def. going to try and not party as much as i have the past years. thsi summe rtho def haven't done as much as last. and i ahvent been as crazy. maybe ive changed?!
we never talk anymore. we can't hold a conversation anymore. we don't ahng out anymore. i dont know if i did anything or we grew apart but i used to think we were good friends. i wish things turned out different between us. i wish we still had our inside jokes. I wish the obvious wasn't ignored. i guess i wish alot of things.
college can start anyday now.