Feb 22, 2006 09:38
so already today has been fucked up.
i got woken up on my day off by a lovely phone call.
why do i always feel like i need to explain myself.
so i went outside to smoke and i turn to my left and i see my grandma's wheelchair sitting outside the garage.
i dont know if anyone can understand what that was like.
i was shocked, and upset, and it just brought my sadness to an extreme level.
i guess my moms giving it away.
it just surprised me and made me think.
so i come back inside and i get called-out by someone who i hold back on calling-out all the time.
just makes me think.
and kinda makes me sick a the same time.
what do i need to do to make you people happy?
kp