when you have insomnia you're never really asleep, and you're never really awake

[xkateplainx]

i'm sitting here watching fight club...by myself.
i wish that i could remember the events between january eighth and now.
all i really am sure of is that my grandfather passed, and i'm broke as shit.
what i jovial life i lead.
but i guess i should be lucky for what i do have.
i'm still recieving regular flows, which is always a blessing.
i've been comforting myself with the purchase of movies.
i've finally made the decision to go back to school.
mcc in the fall.
i'm all about it.
one of the last things my grandpa focused on was telling my mom that he wished i'd get back in school.
if for no other reason, i know it would make him happy.
i kinda don't want to write any more.
maybe i'll find some motivation later.

kp