hmmm yes
I WILL start using this again. I swear. Life as up to today. I graduated. Fell back in love and I am waiting to have my heart smashed yet again. Ohh its fun. =] Summer is here and I leave for SBC in 86 days. I love how right before I get ready to leave so many opportunities for different relationships pop up. Like frieds and guys and everything. Its sucks because I cant do anything about it.
I have lost faith and trust in so many people all because of one person. He lied to me. Everything he ever told me was a lie. Now I dont believe anything anyone ever tells me. It has made me a paranoid bitch and I hate it. Some people know how I have become this way, and they are the ones that I feel do nothing but lie to me. When I first met him, I was so happy and didn’t listen to what my friends said about him. Telling me that he wasn’t being honest and everything. Then it came back to bite me. I should have listened but I didnt. I cant stand him. He hurt me in so many ways that I can never recover from.
Im looking forward to this summer. I got a job. Good hours. 4 or 5 days a week from 10 to 6. Perfect. Sleep in time and Im able to do stuff at night. Cant be that bad. Going to Europe again this summer. This time going to France and Italy and Spain. Best part is that it is on the Disney cruise. =]. Not gonna lie, those a super fun even though Im 18. lol.
I think this summer will be amazing. So far it has been spent playing hours of guitar hero, late night WalMart escapades, shows, graduation related activities, and planning for next year. Even a week into summer I can see how it will be spent. Mainly with Rob and Emma. hey are the only people that are easy to hang out with. Like, easy to make plans and whatnot. Jenn with shopping and shows. Kim and LizAnn? Most likely wont see much of them because that’s just the way summer works for us. Jarrett... now he will be working 2 jobs and I one so that sucks. Never see him. Colton, see him a lot as it is. And hopefully I'll be able to spend more time with Mark before I leave. Then Brannon and Ian and Ian. God I love them. I WILL see them. lol.
This summer will be fun and amazing. I will make it that way. So far I haven’t been home like at all. And when I woke up this morning I honestly could not remember the last time I saw my brother. Kind of sad. lol.
Well. Ya. I will update this more. Because as of now I never do. =]
I have lost faith and trust in so many people all because of one person. He lied to me. Everything he ever told me was a lie. Now I dont believe anything anyone ever tells me. It has made me a paranoid bitch and I hate it. Some people know how I have become this way, and they are the ones that I feel do nothing but lie to me. When I first met him, I was so happy and didn’t listen to what my friends said about him. Telling me that he wasn’t being honest and everything. Then it came back to bite me. I should have listened but I didnt. I cant stand him. He hurt me in so many ways that I can never recover from.
Im looking forward to this summer. I got a job. Good hours. 4 or 5 days a week from 10 to 6. Perfect. Sleep in time and Im able to do stuff at night. Cant be that bad. Going to Europe again this summer. This time going to France and Italy and Spain. Best part is that it is on the Disney cruise. =]. Not gonna lie, those a super fun even though Im 18. lol.
I think this summer will be amazing. So far it has been spent playing hours of guitar hero, late night WalMart escapades, shows, graduation related activities, and planning for next year. Even a week into summer I can see how it will be spent. Mainly with Rob and Emma. hey are the only people that are easy to hang out with. Like, easy to make plans and whatnot. Jenn with shopping and shows. Kim and LizAnn? Most likely wont see much of them because that’s just the way summer works for us. Jarrett... now he will be working 2 jobs and I one so that sucks. Never see him. Colton, see him a lot as it is. And hopefully I'll be able to spend more time with Mark before I leave. Then Brannon and Ian and Ian. God I love them. I WILL see them. lol.
This summer will be fun and amazing. I will make it that way. So far I haven’t been home like at all. And when I woke up this morning I honestly could not remember the last time I saw my brother. Kind of sad. lol.
Well. Ya. I will update this more. Because as of now I never do. =]