Aug 12, 2004 08:58
oh im in a state of mind right now that isnt very good...oh you know..that state of mind where you just dont want to go to school..i just want to work, move out, take lots of pictures, pick a musical instrument and stick with it for the last time. but of course the thing keeping me from going for that full force and trying to make something of it is fear...fear of failure. fear of being back in school again when im 40 because i've realized i can't make the kind of money i want without a degree. hmph