Apr 19, 2003 00:45
Im extremely upset
I KNEW this would happen when they hung out
I hate her
i cannot STAND to be around her lately
it tears me up
i love her she's my best friend
but lately she's changed
she isnt the same girl she used to be
we're growing apart
its sad
tonight i wanted to slit her throat
but tomorrow i'll wake up and everything will be okay
but the cycle will continue
i want new friends
everyone is boring me
they dont surprise me anymore
tomorrow im calling someone i never talk to and hanging out
i dont want to see her all weekend
i just need a break
i cant take her taking it out on me anymore
I also feel really bad and regret it.
Im glad i never pay for my movies
i would have been pissed had i paid 8 bux to see malibu's most wanted
shittiest movie EVER
That just topped off my night
I should just die.