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My moms cancer is back. big time. She can't even walk anymore.
yeah. I'm a bad friend according to Courtney and Buddy. Because i let courtney do coke.....and whatever else she wanted to do. So them not getting back together is my fault. i have one word. FUCK YOU!!!!! Fine don't answer my fuckin phone calls. I don't need to talk to you now anyway. I can't believe this. What the fuck did i do? Nothing. I'm not responsible for anyone but myself. Noone was there to tell me what or what not to do. People fuck up. But thats fucked up to go and put blame on someone else. I didn't force anything. I didn't even want to go up to potscreek.
I don't care anymore. Fuck everyone. I don't want to fuckin exist in this place any longer. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to listen to anyone. I give up. Happy Fuckin New Years.
yeah. I'm a bad friend according to Courtney and Buddy. Because i let courtney do coke.....and whatever else she wanted to do. So them not getting back together is my fault. i have one word. FUCK YOU!!!!! Fine don't answer my fuckin phone calls. I don't need to talk to you now anyway. I can't believe this. What the fuck did i do? Nothing. I'm not responsible for anyone but myself. Noone was there to tell me what or what not to do. People fuck up. But thats fucked up to go and put blame on someone else. I didn't force anything. I didn't even want to go up to potscreek.
I don't care anymore. Fuck everyone. I don't want to fuckin exist in this place any longer. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to listen to anyone. I give up. Happy Fuckin New Years.