Can't control ya hoe.
Goddamn. I'm fucked up. finally found courtney's computer....after being alone for an hour. i even called pauls house to see if i could come over and get on his computer or somethin. So you know i'm mad Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucked up. But.....after i called i was like... what the fuck am i doing? so i hung up.
Sad thing? i made out with his brother 6 days ago. even sadder? I didn't stay drug-free like i was trying too. even more sadder? I'm alone. with noone to be with.and that sucks. I don't even want sex. Fuck That. i just want to chill with soeone instead of being alone.
I can't recall what the fuck i've been up to this past week. so yeah..... Just alot of shit....i said i wouldn't do. but idon't relaly give..a fuck. I'm tryin to get hooked up with Billy. maybe who knows? But this time.... i want a boyfriend. not a waste of my time.
I wish everyone else would just make up. i wish jeremy and grace got back together. Courtney and buddy. Meghan and Kris. even Paul and Meredith. Because thats how shit is suppose to be. and we could all be cool. and it would all be straight. without having to listen to bullshit. When each one knows they want to be with the other. its fuckin stupid. but a nyways. I don't have shit to say. and.........i wish they'd hurry up.
Sad thing? i made out with his brother 6 days ago. even sadder? I didn't stay drug-free like i was trying too. even more sadder? I'm alone. with noone to be with.and that sucks. I don't even want sex. Fuck That. i just want to chill with soeone instead of being alone.
I can't recall what the fuck i've been up to this past week. so yeah..... Just alot of shit....i said i wouldn't do. but idon't relaly give..a fuck. I'm tryin to get hooked up with Billy. maybe who knows? But this time.... i want a boyfriend. not a waste of my time.
I wish everyone else would just make up. i wish jeremy and grace got back together. Courtney and buddy. Meghan and Kris. even Paul and Meredith. Because thats how shit is suppose to be. and we could all be cool. and it would all be straight. without having to listen to bullshit. When each one knows they want to be with the other. its fuckin stupid. but a nyways. I don't have shit to say. and.........i wish they'd hurry up.