Oct 29, 2004 03:52
fuck the world. its annoying when people tell me about others talkin shit about me. If i really cared.. i would have already found out. If i'm trying to get with some one and be friends because he's the only other guy i like. Then fuck off i don't give two flying shits about what he's said. what i don't fuckin know can't hurt me right? As long as i never hear it or see it for myself i'm totally fucking fine. People like that make secrets hard to keep.
I've just experienced the most awkward embarrassing feeling ever. and i don't ever want to have it again. so i guess it all need to just fucking end.. In my mind. Because i'm getting too old for cinderella stories. and i'm fucked up.
Thank You for reminding me of why i hated you. But i guess its too late now right. which just shows you shouldn't insults people's intelligence because something will happen that will just prove how stupid you really are. I don't want to deal with people anymore. I don't wanna deal with anything. good, bad or what not. because i hate my fucking life and most of the people in it.I want to sleep. and wake up. and not really remember or give a shit about what happened tonight. Only then will i lvoe my life again.