Dec 10, 2004 00:33
Look at my Icon!!! My bebe is soooooooooo freakin' HANDSOME!!! He looks like a Ken doll!! AWWWW we're like Barbie and Ken!! I love him!
Ok...so it's time for a little lovey dovey post...haven't done that in awhile.
I miss Jonathon a lot! We were talking today, and I was all "are you gonna marry me someday?" and he said yes. Then I asked..."are you gonna propose to me someday?" Jonathon said yes, then I said, "when? I gotta make sure I keep that date open" LOL
I was mad at him earlier, because we'd only talked twice (now three times) since I've been here. But, I always forget that I'm mad when I hear his voice. So, just in case I wrote an "I'm angry at you note" Then, when he called...I made sure to remember to not sound like my happy self. LOL :0) Jonathon said he knew why I was mad, then said why. He was right on. We talked it all out, and everything is OK now. I don't know if the problem has been solved, since it's one of those "wait and see" type situations. BUT...it feels a lot better now that it's out in the open, and I'm not holding it in anymore.
This is one of the ways I know that I love Jonathon...I can tell him when I'm upset and not be afraid of US ending. Even more so, I can forgive him. Any other guy, if I didn't talk to them for almost 2 weeks, except for twice, they'd be out the door. But, not with Jonathon.
I'm gonna call him again in the AM, at 7:35 so that we can talk for 10 mins :0) It's 12:55, so that means in 7 hours and 40 mins I get to hear his voice again. Awwwwww!!! I'm such a NERD!!! LOL
OH! The last time we talked Jonathon was talking about how much I mean to him, then he said "I never pray, but I'm going to say a prayer tonight." OMG I thought that was sooo sweet! It melted my heart.
I need to figuire out what to make Jonathon for Christmas. I don't have any money to buy him gifts, seeing as how I'm a poor white girl (haha). I've had a few Ideas, but none have really developed yet. When I get off of here, I'm going to sit down and think really really really hard about it! :0)