May 19, 2010 03:05
I'm so stressed out right now. It's ridiculous. I am so blessed w/ a good family and a career that allows me to work. There are so many people out there right now who can't find a job and I've got 3. I'm still working full time in the ICU at St. Bernards but 1 of the night nurses for Clopton Clinic (1 of the jobs I do part time) is thinking about travel nursing. She has to leave by next week, but nothing has been set in stone yet about her going. If she does go the job is guaranteed mine. It would be about a $4 /hr pay raise, which is freaking phenomenal b/c I already make good money. But I'm being pressured to put my notice in at St. B's so I can start for CC as soon as she is gone. I'm worried she's gonna back out at the last minute and I'll be stuck pulling my notice back out at St. B's. If I have to do that, how's that gonna make me look now to my current boss? She'll think I'm looking for another job, which really I'm not. The only reason I would leave would be for the CC job. I'm worried that I might start getting dumped on at work b/c it WILL look like I'm trying to go.
God please give me strength and the wisdom to know what I need to do. Should I put my notice in now so I can start as soon as possible, and be in good w/ people at the new job, or should I risk maybe getting passed over for this job and play it safe at the one I'm currently at?
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