[FIC] My Secret
Title: My Secret
Author: xkaidakioko
Genre: Obsession, romance..? Idunno xD
Pairing: MeisaxJin [oneside], Akame
Rating: Uhm... PG-15 or something?
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone.. *tears*
Beta: None..
Summary: She can't keep her eyes of off him.
A/N; My inspiration was from Jin's Body talk. This sentence --> "I’m looking at you in a secret place."
I know it has nothing to do with the rest of the song… Sorry :$
Hope you like it ^^.
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"I know I'm sick. I'm sick and I know it. Looking at him like this, he out there and I'm in here. Looking at him though my window... at him...
At his beautiful body, his broad, muscled back, his arms carrying the heavy boxes, making the veins in his upper arm visible.
I imagine those arms embracing me, feeling his hot breath in my neck.
On a warm day, you can see the sweat running over his back. Wetting his shirt.
Then, when his shirt is soaked, he pulls it off. Not knowing what he does to me.
Well… he doesn’t even know I’m looking. But still… At that moment, I’m standing there, drooling in front of my window. Wanting to feel his body against mine.
Wanting to feel his sweat, but because of other reasons.
Wanting him to hover above me. Feeling me.
Wanting to feel his body against mine.
Wanting to make love.
Feeling his lips, his tongue roaming over my heated body.
In a kiss, his hand caressing my cheek lovingly.
I want to be close to him.
But, how can I be close to him, when I don’t even dare to do down and say ‘hi’ to him? He makes my knees go weak without even doing a thing!
It’s scary to fall in love.
But, I know I can’t do all of this. Not now, not tomorrow… Never.
And not because I don’t dare. But because of someone else.
Because everyday, after he’s done, he crosses the street. Almost in front of my own apartment, and he greets a smaller boy. A bit feminine but still good looking.
And it’s not only greeting. Nope…
He walks to him, with a smile so bright and lovingly you only see at that moment. That moment when he walks to the boy.
Then they kiss. Always at the same spot. They kiss.
And not just a small peck on the lips. No~!. How could you think that?
It’s a long, deep, jealous making kiss. And after the kiss, they leave.
Hand in hand.
I know their names. Because before he leaves he waves to the guys in the shop. His friends.
Shouting: ‘Bye Ryo! Pi! See you tomorrow! Thanks for the hard work!”
And Pi and Ryo say. “Bye Jin, bye Kame! See you tomorrow. Have a safe trip!”
And then I leave my spot too. But only when he’s out of my sight. I go to my bedroom. To cry because I know…
Jin will never be mine.”
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A/N2: Soooo… Did you like it? I don’t want to make Meisa look bad or something.. Now I kinda accepted their marriage… Though, I still think it’s weird. But… I felt like writing this. Also, since I think Jin’s ‘Set Love Free’ from ‘Japonicana’ is TOTALLY PURE AKAMENESS… /ithink…./
Not that it has ANYTHING to do with this fic…
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