starfucks
i hate my life right now. starbucks is an absoulte nightmare. i wish i had never left seattle's best. that was probably one of my favorite jobs that i've ever had. it was annoying at times, but jobs aren't perfect. i'm so stupid. i wish more than anything i could go back to work there, but i know i can't. i'm looking for another job, so i can get out of starbucks. the managers there are rude to me. the employees treat me like i don't even know what coffee is. it's dirty. they make shitty drinks. the guys their make vulgar comments. i just can't take it.
i guess we'll see. if it doesn't work out and i don't find another job - i may have to move back home. i don't want to do that to erin though. she moved here for me, so she needs a place to stay. i doubt her idea of freedom and moving on her own would include living with my parents. how fun. we'd have no alone time. it'd be torture for us as a couple.
my only hope is that i find something else fast, because myself inside is too weak to take the crap at starbucks. i just don't know what i am going to find that will make me happy.
i guess we'll see. if it doesn't work out and i don't find another job - i may have to move back home. i don't want to do that to erin though. she moved here for me, so she needs a place to stay. i doubt her idea of freedom and moving on her own would include living with my parents. how fun. we'd have no alone time. it'd be torture for us as a couple.
my only hope is that i find something else fast, because myself inside is too weak to take the crap at starbucks. i just don't know what i am going to find that will make me happy.