Jan 01, 2005 14:45
2 0 0 5, yep. . HAPPY NEW YEAR.
I can not recollect every moment of 2004, although i wish i could. I began 2004 as a silly little 8th grader, and it ended as being a big girl in high school, well, sort of. I've lost some friends, but gained many more. And as for losing friends, BOOOOO. But cheers to gaining better friends in quality, not quantity.
Lets be honest, i had many firsts in 2004 but im not naming all of them. In 2004 i had my longest relationship. I crushed hard on boys, boys now that i probably will never look at the same. I started doubting my love for dance, so i quit and now, i miss it more than ever and i hate myself for doing so. I became closer to my family. I became a cheerleader and ended up in a whole shit pile of drama, but honestly GROW UP cheer has been fun. I realized i dont need to impress people, if you dont like me screw you. I became much more comfortable in my own skin. I went to many shows, all of which kicked my ass and i loved them so dearly.
2004 was the year i have probably laughed the most in my entire life, and i will never ever forget it.
So now, its 2 0 0 5, and hey, im up for anything thrown my way. And yes, yes i would love to have a cute boyfriend so we could be one of those "aww look how cute they are" couples. I want to get through my final year at hendrix and be thanking god its over. I want to erase all negativity from my life, and ignore DRAMA. 2005 will be a positive year, dont screw it up for me or i will back hand you. I want EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY IN 2005. Starting with me. So here we go. .