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made a mistake.
posted a journal which was confidential.
got in shit. felt like a slap in the face.
true; he did hurt me. but did i know all the facts? no.
im sorry.
listening to our song. does it mean anything anymore? what the fuck do i do?
what the fuck do i say? the worst has been done.
his friends think i am a fucking flirt, as well as the mother.
what am i supposed to think? > they all fucking hate me.
maybe i shouldnt be with him because of this reason.
maybe hes better off without me.
sorry to mark if i have said some mean shit about his brother in my entry.
but it was just how i felt at the time.
i know i have hurt him, but i can not take it back. all i can say is that
'im sorry'
there are no more chances with us.
i dont know what to do...
no more respect.
no more trust.
no more...
is this the end?
its my fault...