fuck you adam

[xk1ttlesx]

today just downright sucked. it was goin fine til fuckin adam had to be an asshole. i'm still pretty pissed. i'm not gonna get into it cause its gonna piss me off even more.

i miss bill. i guess it didnt really set in that i would no longer have that kind n gentle ear to listen to me complain n that warm loving smile to make me happy. everyday i come home, all i want to do is go outback to the dog house n hang out with bill. but i cant. nd it isnt fair. i feel so completely lost. i'm sure you all think i'm a baby for cryin bout a pet, but you dont understand the whole situation. bill was there when my mom n den ganged up on me. he was there when my friends had turned their backs on me. he was there when the ones i thought loved me left me broken hearted. i miss him more and more each n every day. my life is only getting worse n worse. there hasnt been anything really good for me this summer at all. i miss my friends. i miss bill. i miss having someone care bout me. i miss having someone hold me close to them. i miss being happy with life.

there are time where all i want to do is scream.

i'm so hysterical right now. i dont know what to do.

all i want is to go away.

i miss bill.