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Have you ever had any deep longing feelings that just wouldnt go away?
I have them every day of my life.
Better than I was. More that I am.
Who I am now is who I wanted to be.
I can feel the gates closing in on me.
I took a nap today, I awoke screaming, I couldnt move it hurt to even yell for help.
I banged on the walls and noone came for me.
THen I screamed so loud it but me more in pain and My mother came.
At first she was like wtf is wrong with you.
and I was like I have no idea as more pain was entriging. She wanted to call 911 cause at that point i could even move or get out of bed.
about 1 hr later and I lay there thinking is this it.
damn this sucks.
haha
Then I said in a calm voice, "god why are you punishing me"?
And Then I looked up and rolled over and the pain was gone, I was like this is some kind of sick joke.
This was weird, I had no idea what happened.
But, Im glad its gone.
Im so tired right now.
I miss Rafael iming me saying I miss you,
HE is the coolest buddy and good friend.
Ryan texted me everything will be ok.
Im glad he is my best friend now :]
anyways, Still no romantic get aways shit i wish though
I want a guy to sweep me off my feet and tell me how much we need each other.
HAH
DUde I have a 98 in ap economics
whooop/
Oh Im selling Coffee for FBLA, Ten bucks each let me know if u would like to help (:
anyways I think im going to the poooty and then back to sleep or watch no televisonage.
Love ya Bam.
I have them every day of my life.
Better than I was. More that I am.
Who I am now is who I wanted to be.
I can feel the gates closing in on me.
I took a nap today, I awoke screaming, I couldnt move it hurt to even yell for help.
I banged on the walls and noone came for me.
THen I screamed so loud it but me more in pain and My mother came.
At first she was like wtf is wrong with you.
and I was like I have no idea as more pain was entriging. She wanted to call 911 cause at that point i could even move or get out of bed.
about 1 hr later and I lay there thinking is this it.
damn this sucks.
haha
Then I said in a calm voice, "god why are you punishing me"?
And Then I looked up and rolled over and the pain was gone, I was like this is some kind of sick joke.
This was weird, I had no idea what happened.
But, Im glad its gone.
Im so tired right now.
I miss Rafael iming me saying I miss you,
HE is the coolest buddy and good friend.
Ryan texted me everything will be ok.
Im glad he is my best friend now :]
anyways, Still no romantic get aways shit i wish though
I want a guy to sweep me off my feet and tell me how much we need each other.
HAH
DUde I have a 98 in ap economics
whooop/
Oh Im selling Coffee for FBLA, Ten bucks each let me know if u would like to help (:
anyways I think im going to the poooty and then back to sleep or watch no televisonage.
Love ya Bam.