fuckkk
new job has not called me back yet
i get soo tired around 10pm that i doze off...i wake up at 1am due to stupid dreams I keep having I get pretty hungry..the only thing I can force myself to eat is bread the only thing that helps it go down easy is water, I finally get tired again around 3am, I fall back asleep and sleep till 630-THIS SUCKS
"just because we arent friends doesnt mean i cant wish you luck... so good luck and be safe"---no reply
your a fucking idiot
sick of these nights
sick of these days
its pathetic i look forward to working
sick of these dreams
i cant get it out of my head that if there were a new boy in my life things wouldnt be this way
which means all this shit thats been going on and keeping me from sleeping is just mental..nothing too big
i hate the way my dad is when he gets money
i get soo tired around 10pm that i doze off...i wake up at 1am due to stupid dreams I keep having I get pretty hungry..the only thing I can force myself to eat is bread the only thing that helps it go down easy is water, I finally get tired again around 3am, I fall back asleep and sleep till 630-THIS SUCKS
"just because we arent friends doesnt mean i cant wish you luck... so good luck and be safe"---no reply
your a fucking idiot
sick of these nights
sick of these days
its pathetic i look forward to working
sick of these dreams
i cant get it out of my head that if there were a new boy in my life things wouldnt be this way
which means all this shit thats been going on and keeping me from sleeping is just mental..nothing too big
i hate the way my dad is when he gets money