what comes is better than what came before
As the days go on school comes closer and closer but the closer it gets the further away it seems
Day after day I think about my dreams I cant decide whether they are changing or growing
photography
nursing
environmental science
frosting donuts
they are all very different things
no new job means no school no school means nursing
..maybe?
i dont usually think about things until they show up and i have to deal with them..im trying my hardest not to do that this time
i most certainly cannot stay in one place for the people that are there...people are everywhere
but i love how open-minded they are...i absolutely love that i can be honest through art and get good grades doing it
i also love that there is so much out there
im not sure i can stick with one thing life is all about the experiences we have good and bad i know this, i have always known this its part of the reason why i bounce back from shitty situations its the reason why a handful of french fries or catching frogs on a bad day completely turn things around its all about protecting yourself its the secret to absolute happiness
people frequently ask me how they can just stop caring and let go as i do and its so fucking hard to explain
its always been honest before but its funny...how sometimes you need to lie about how your feeling in order to convince yourself, i dont recall a time where i've done this, before now
i dont know why im saying this..i really shouldnt be but the 3 people who might ever read this are pretty cool so i guess its alright...
Day after day I think about my dreams I cant decide whether they are changing or growing
photography
nursing
environmental science
frosting donuts
they are all very different things
no new job means no school no school means nursing
..maybe?
i dont usually think about things until they show up and i have to deal with them..im trying my hardest not to do that this time
i most certainly cannot stay in one place for the people that are there...people are everywhere
but i love how open-minded they are...i absolutely love that i can be honest through art and get good grades doing it
i also love that there is so much out there
im not sure i can stick with one thing life is all about the experiences we have good and bad i know this, i have always known this its part of the reason why i bounce back from shitty situations its the reason why a handful of french fries or catching frogs on a bad day completely turn things around its all about protecting yourself its the secret to absolute happiness
people frequently ask me how they can just stop caring and let go as i do and its so fucking hard to explain
its always been honest before but its funny...how sometimes you need to lie about how your feeling in order to convince yourself, i dont recall a time where i've done this, before now
i dont know why im saying this..i really shouldnt be but the 3 people who might ever read this are pretty cool so i guess its alright...