Mar 20, 2005 01:36
ok well one of the last times i wrote was realli negative saying i hated life... but quite frankly i love it now...
me and angel are in a fight but thats ok cuz shes so annoying, me and sarah are fighting but we kinda got over it. I dont even care about her though cuz i never see her anyway... me courtney and roylene have problems but i could give a shit less about them 2...Me and Billy FINALLY are friends again... when we were fighting i didnt want to say this but i missed him SOO much.. he is the bestest friend anyone could ever have.. And i dont know if well ever be as good of friends as we were.. but its getting there.. I dont realli hang out with the old crew anymore, w angel ale andrew angel justin ronnie mike... I hang out with allie krystal bridget sara m lori mike kev liz and allison everyday... AND BLAZE.. its my life now.. but like my dad told me.. its natural.. yea so wat my dads a pot head, and i smoked with him the other day for the first time... but i love the crew i hang out with now we have some good times.. and ive onli hung out with them for like 2 weeks now... i had a prob with heather schatell and amanda panfyle the other day... but i was hanging out with heather and we got no probs any more... so that a good thing... Me and joey are talking.. which i like so much cuz i honestly will always love that kid for some reason.. i dont know why , everyone says he not good enough for me but i love him so much....
today i got 23 pranks in a row... and its funni cuz ppl think i wont do anything about it... but whoever did it... i filed a report and im pressing charges... so have fun in court... I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME AND THATS THAT...it was realli scary tho i was high as a mother fucker with a cop at my front door... it sucked... lol but it was all good... i personally think it was emily prankin me but hey whatever her ass will get sent to juvy cuz shes a fucking drug addict.. whatev
my mom is leaving tomorrow to go to florida for the week... thats awsome cuz im with my dad for a week.. which means i can have friends over and smoke in my house.. i cant wait...my dad turned out to be a realli awsome dad... c'mon ima stoner hes a stoner... its all good..
im glad i figured out who my friends realli are, and its not alex angel andrew angel b ronnie mike and justin.... they arent even my friends at all... i dont realli hang out with meghan anymore, or nicole for that fact... but its ok i have a good time so im happy... i dont hang out with billy that much.. but jus the fact that in gym he comes over and talks to me EVERYDAY is enough for me i didnt talk to him for 2 months so even talking to him makes me happy... i dont realli know who i like nowadays.. well idk i love joey but other than that im not sure...
but life couldnt be going any better... i no who my true friends are and who are just friends, and who isnt even a friend at all.. i dont care about all these ppl wanting to jump me cuz i just dont... cuz they all talk shit but never come and see me.. so fuck you... especially roylene..shes a bitch but whatever... but i dont think i could be any happier... i finally got a job so now ill have money to get wasted everyday... and get a nice ass stereo for my car... i love my life ...well at least i do today until me and billy are fighting again... no not realli cuz we will never fight again..cuz i will never ever ever ever lie to him again.. or be an ass.. i want him to know how much he actually does mean to me... I DONT LIKE HIM IN THAT WAY THOUGH... i just love him as a friend... but anyway
i work at keansburg boardwalk... and starting in may ill be working at pt pleasant boardwalk... then in september ill be working at quiznos... in like 2 weeks im switching to sprint, cuz i hate verizon and my phone borke... so yea.. i love havin money... i wont have to ask my mom for money... and sneak around and lie about what im doing with it... its my money so i can do whatver tha fuck i want to do with it.... so i dont think ive ever been this happy before.... []D [] []V[] []D..sorri i realli like doing that... lol... but i have work tomorrow and it 5 in the morning... i dont have to go in till 130 but still.. lol
ill update tomorrow.... <3333 Jamie