Feb 17, 2003 20:19
DaMn..a WHOLE month has gone bysince i last updated this sheezy...November...december..january...february..!! whoa..its been 3 whole months since me and jason have been together..well it kinda seems like its been way longer than that...i REALLY wanna call him right now but for some reason hes like in a bad mood or somethin today...he doesnt seem like he wants to talk to me..oh no..i think i might be getting just a little annoying..haha
Maybe I call him too much??
aww man..i hate this snow..its so pretty and everything..and perfect for IGLOO BUILDING ( uh oh..haha) but its too cold to even play in it..and i dont have ne kool neighbors that will come play with me..just my dog..but she can barely play init cuz the snows up to her head haha aww..
*Man..me and jason were supposed to go to this basketbal game at the MCI center today..and i really wanted to go..but thanks to god....it snowed and now we cant!!!..now i cant see him...haha its only been like 2 days since i last saw him but i dont know it feels like a whole week!! haha
im so weird
* oh yeah i cut my hair and now i look like hanson! haha well what had happened was....
one day after getting out of the shower i was brushing my naps..and they were pissing me off..i decided i needed a haircut...of course i couldnt waitt ill the next day to go to a salon or ne thing..NO..cuz im a dumb ass...so i got osme scissors and snipped away!....yea..i definately realized that haircutting was not my profession...it was wayyyyy too short..i freaked out!...the first thing i did was call jason and tel him tnot to break up with me hahaha im so dumb i was crying and everything...i dont know its just a thing i have about hair i guess...then iwent to this house and he made it even worse by saying" omg justine! are u trying to turn me gay? ifeel like im going out with a guy..ahhaha" he made me laugh even tho it was a harsh comment haha so felt better....yea we have a "different" relationship then most hahah
so the next day i got hooked up and fixed...they had to cut it a lil shorter to make it even..and in the end i still looked like hanson...thank god my hair grows back fast...i cant wait...and to top it off i just had to go and do MY OWN HIGHLIGHTS hahahaha wtf is wrong with me?!?!?!?
lol
well....Valentines day was great...I feel bad cuz i begged jason not to get me anything and he really wanted to i could tell...i told him that if he got me something iwasnt gonna accept it and i would walk away from him and get mad and stuff hahahah ONCE AGAIN IM WEIRD (but thats jsut the way i am) i dont like presents okay? I told him this over and over again...of course he still got me somethin..WHAT a loserhhahaha aww but i love him
oh yeah im too poor to afford presents..for his birthday and christmas i spent all my money on him buying him shoes and clothes and stuff so for Valentines day i decided to MAKE him something haha...what a good idea right? thos are the best kinds of presents after all..
so i got some carboard fromtheses picture things his mom gave me..one of his "original" shoelaces (for those of u who know that he is famous for staring the whole shoelace thing) and i made a scrapbook..in it i put all of our movie tickets and movie pictures..things from all of the places that weve gone together...all the letters that we wrote each other..even a page full of all the gil i get jealous of throughout our relationship haha (mariah careys and JLos) haha it was really kool..and he actually like dit...of course because it made him laugh..how could justine collado make something and it not be funny naaa mean?
oh yeah and then after school we went to his house and we were both kinda depressed because his mom told him they were leaving next weekend for the Dominican Republic cuz she was scared of the war or somethin..so we thought it wwas like one of our last weekends together..so ne ways it was also his little sisters bithday and her mom gave her this card with a boyz 2 men cd in it ( ithink it was for valentines day) and it had this old song on it that i love..so i put it on and it was just me and jason in the room... and then i grabbed this coke bottle..and i performed my own little concert hahah it was the best!!! and then the rest of the night was really emotional..it was a pretty romantic and "special" Valentines day..I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!! oh man...nobody could possibly understand the feeling that i have with him....and guess what...HES NOT EVEN LEAVING ME!!! hes staying till summer.....MY BABY... uh oh guess whos calling.. holler front