were goin down swingin
so last week i went up north with tarryn... amazing lets just say that. sleepin in tents, all nighters for like 3 nights in a row, no showers, awsome uncles, swimmin 80 miles argh, just fun shit I must say.
so neways, this summer has been good for me I've realized, I've learned alot. N I like me a bit better now wich is a nice change.
I've learned that after highschool, honestly nothing matters, I mean the friends matter that have stuck with you through thick n thin but other than that all the fights n shit... dont matter. it was just drama you had growing up n thats it. I've been thinkin bout the whole 'forgive N forget thing' n I've decided that its always great to forgive someone, I mean no matter what they do, is it really worth losing a friend over when you've been through so much ? I kno people screw up sometimes, but they learn n grow from mistakes, and maybe it all turns out okay in the end. but neways always forgive, n never forget I guess, which works for me. this summer has also been realizing what a 'true friend' is, Its always great to hear what people say behind your back and I do, and not too long ago it really upset me, but not now. I've realized if someone wants to lower themself to make them feel better and to talk bout someone who isnt even there, fine have fun. It only makes you look dumb. And what goes around comes around n someone is always gonna find out about what you say it doesnt matter to who you say it to, it always gets around. yes people I've heard just about everything everyone of you has said about me, and to tell you the truth it doesnt bother me, which is weird when this used to drive me insane, I really dont care who likes me or not. The people who stick with me n are honestly friends are the only ones who deserve my time of day.
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so neways, this summer has been good for me I've realized, I've learned alot. N I like me a bit better now wich is a nice change.
I've learned that after highschool, honestly nothing matters, I mean the friends matter that have stuck with you through thick n thin but other than that all the fights n shit... dont matter. it was just drama you had growing up n thats it. I've been thinkin bout the whole 'forgive N forget thing' n I've decided that its always great to forgive someone, I mean no matter what they do, is it really worth losing a friend over when you've been through so much ? I kno people screw up sometimes, but they learn n grow from mistakes, and maybe it all turns out okay in the end. but neways always forgive, n never forget I guess, which works for me. this summer has also been realizing what a 'true friend' is, Its always great to hear what people say behind your back and I do, and not too long ago it really upset me, but not now. I've realized if someone wants to lower themself to make them feel better and to talk bout someone who isnt even there, fine have fun. It only makes you look dumb. And what goes around comes around n someone is always gonna find out about what you say it doesnt matter to who you say it to, it always gets around. yes people I've heard just about everything everyone of you has said about me, and to tell you the truth it doesnt bother me, which is weird when this used to drive me insane, I really dont care who likes me or not. The people who stick with me n are honestly friends are the only ones who deserve my time of day.
<3