i kno i'll pick myself up and dust it off like i never fell
so nows the time you can all start saying
"told you so"
rub it in guys. I know alot of you will rub it in rather than be a bit of the support im in great need for.
so neways this weekend has really sucked... I acually cried. yes people I do cry, hard to believe I know. I just really should have listend to my better judgement, or for that matter, my friends. They could see what I myself saw but I did nothin about it. This has happend before, but this times a bit harder sad to say. ehh I'll pick myself up.
so car got egged last night, that made my horrible day worse. I was cleanin egg off my baby/drive way at 12 30 in the morning...
oh then in the process of doin that I was crying?? cool huh? but I did chase the fuckers down the street... didnt catch up cuz yet again I was... crying?
god I felt so weak yesterday. my hoover n amanda helped out alot. thanks girls I owe you big. So I've learned that things need to be done differently from now on with me. Ive done alot of thinking this weekend and I wonder if im not ment to have what I want most, I wonder if im supposed to get hurt like this times over and over agian. Guess I'll never have it work out for me, guess I just tend to get 'hoed' every time. Its funny how I asked not to have it happen to me again, I asked for warning and that I wouldnt be mad with a warning you would give me that it would make things so much easier... but nope, I didnt get that.
Ahh and another thing. I love how assuming is so fuckin awsome. People assume and totally do what the word says... make and ASS out of U and ME. I like how im accused too, even when you dont know what really happend, you just beleive what you want to beleive and hear or understand what you want. so i guess what im saying is all you care about is yourself. good fuckin job.
ah im done cuz im gettin so sad/mad typeing this
leave them kids
"told you so"
rub it in guys. I know alot of you will rub it in rather than be a bit of the support im in great need for.
so neways this weekend has really sucked... I acually cried. yes people I do cry, hard to believe I know. I just really should have listend to my better judgement, or for that matter, my friends. They could see what I myself saw but I did nothin about it. This has happend before, but this times a bit harder sad to say. ehh I'll pick myself up.
so car got egged last night, that made my horrible day worse. I was cleanin egg off my baby/drive way at 12 30 in the morning...
oh then in the process of doin that I was crying?? cool huh? but I did chase the fuckers down the street... didnt catch up cuz yet again I was... crying?
god I felt so weak yesterday. my hoover n amanda helped out alot. thanks girls I owe you big. So I've learned that things need to be done differently from now on with me. Ive done alot of thinking this weekend and I wonder if im not ment to have what I want most, I wonder if im supposed to get hurt like this times over and over agian. Guess I'll never have it work out for me, guess I just tend to get 'hoed' every time. Its funny how I asked not to have it happen to me again, I asked for warning and that I wouldnt be mad with a warning you would give me that it would make things so much easier... but nope, I didnt get that.
Ahh and another thing. I love how assuming is so fuckin awsome. People assume and totally do what the word says... make and ASS out of U and ME. I like how im accused too, even when you dont know what really happend, you just beleive what you want to beleive and hear or understand what you want. so i guess what im saying is all you care about is yourself. good fuckin job.
ah im done cuz im gettin so sad/mad typeing this
leave them kids