opps i did it again?
well at this point in time i feel like i cant do a damn thing right.
i feel like every choice i make is a wrong one :(
yes everyone tells me its a bad choice, but then i wanna find out for myself and i get so confused. I dont know if im supposed to lead or follow, take or give, listen or talk, i get so lost.
the people who have always been there for me, my friends, are the ones i can turn to for everything. and i let them down... i dont think i could be anymore ashamed than i am now, i really dont. i feel so bad i cant even get the words out to explain something like this. all i can do is say im sorry over and over again. it will never ever, in a billion years happen again... as long as i live.
i love you girls more than anything and the last thing on my mind was to hurt you, any of you.and i cant say sorry enough.
sorry.
i feel like every choice i make is a wrong one :(
yes everyone tells me its a bad choice, but then i wanna find out for myself and i get so confused. I dont know if im supposed to lead or follow, take or give, listen or talk, i get so lost.
the people who have always been there for me, my friends, are the ones i can turn to for everything. and i let them down... i dont think i could be anymore ashamed than i am now, i really dont. i feel so bad i cant even get the words out to explain something like this. all i can do is say im sorry over and over again. it will never ever, in a billion years happen again... as long as i live.
i love you girls more than anything and the last thing on my mind was to hurt you, any of you.and i cant say sorry enough.
sorry.