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Nov 23, 2003 15:20

Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say. even if you dont ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 23 2003, 16:04:22 UTC

i love someone more than anything in the world. And all they keep doing is hurting me.repeatedly. I looked over photo's that i captured of moments that were shared between eachother, and i can't help thinking that they were all lies. Everything we shared, every moment that i believed he was there for me: to pick me up when i was down, all vanished in a matter of minutes. I can't even explain what went wrong, because i don't even know. All i believe now is that love must not be true, or maybe just not 4 me, because the one person i could have spent the rest of my life with betrayed me the most. Things were just so different between us, or so i thought. I would have given my life for him. To me nothing else mattered. And i know i never showed him how i felt (in that sence). But he obviously didn't feel the same. Everything that he said to me was a lie. How much he loved me, how he could go through highschool with me and nobody else, how even though he was afraid of commitment he wasn't afraid of being with me. It makes me wonder why ( ... )

xjustxkissxmex November 23 2003, 16:11:03 UTC

I love you. You have to realize if a guy can totally disreguard everything after 11+ months and be all over other people hes truely not worth it. Although you may think he is right now, hes really not. Over time you will begin to see that you dont need him. It just takes time. If you want to talk you can IM me.. xclassicsoflovex. once again, I love you :)

<3

anonymous November 23 2003, 16:21:58 UTC

thanks Jessie
Yeah and on top of it tommorrow i have to put my dog down and i just found out my mom is having major health problems

Ya know part of me wishs that he would read what i wrote so he realizes what i feel

xjustxkissxmex November 23 2003, 18:13:34 UTC

I'm real sorry. Your mom will be okay and just remember, Your dogs going to a better place.

volcomguy818 November 23 2003, 20:21:54 UTC

"I would have given my life for him. To me nothing else mattered. And i know i never showed him how i felt (in that sence)." <--Didnt know that

anonymous November 23 2003, 21:10:00 UTC

I'm sorry i never told you

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