Dec 20, 2005 14:04
I am extremely discouraged right now. Possibly the most discouraged I have ever been in my entire life. That was probably a wordy sentence. I probably could have shortened that to only a few words. I know what everyone will say and has said. A C+ isn't bad. Well, it is for me. Especially when I pulled a C+ in the first class I've ever taken in the subject that's supposed to be my major. How did I manage to get a C+ when I got written recommendation from one of the best journalists in the Detroit area? I know how. I fucked up...I screwed up the dates and Masters didn't let me turn in the article. It's my fault. But that doesn't make me feel any better. I feel like shit. Maybe I'm a shitty writer. Maybe I shouldn't be doing this. Maybe this is one huge mistake. Maybe I'll never make it. I suck.