Mar 17, 2004 22:26
wotanorden88: goodnight sweetheart
wotanorden88: i love you
xXhellaXcoreXx: <3
It's weird, becoming friends with who I thought was an enemy and burning bridges with former homies.
I am tired of people talking shit about me, and when i call them on it they act like nothing happened. FUCK THAT.
My job FUCKING SUCKS, NO GIRLS LIKE ME, I fucking HATE living here, NO ONE WILL FUCKING START A BAND WITH ME.
I am tired of living in misery. But it's all I know, and I know of no way to change it.
I want to move far away, to where no one knows me. I'll find some real friends maybe, that arent just nice to my face. I'll find a girl that will do more than just talk to me once.
I want to be happy. So bad. But it just feels like it will never happen.
More than anything, I want to hurt all the people that have hurt me so bad.
I need to get in a fight. Really bad.