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[xjustonebulletx]

I realized today that I don't have a best friend, or any friends that I can talk to, lean on, or confide in. I can't wait until my birthday so I can move off this fucking island. I hate it. The same drug addicted faux friends, the same people I see in town that I don't want to talk to or be near, the same people that don't know how to FUCKING DRIVE, walking down the same road at 4am when it's raining because no one picked me up hitch hiking, the same fucking shit all over and over again. i can't even fucking talk about music w/ my "friends" because they don't like what I listen to, they refuse to like it just because thay are dicks.
I fucking hate life and i fucking hate living here and I fucking hate being lonely.