lift up your shirt. the wound isn't there.
This weekend was cool. I worked a bunch and camped out for Blink 182 tickets. That's right, from 1:30 - 11 AM Saturday morning I sat on the sidewalk outside the TLA with Bowes, Rinaldo, Bob and Vince. AND WE STILL DIDN'T GET FUCKING TICKETS. We were about the 50th or 60th in a line of 600 but we still didn't get anything, because they only sold like 30 tickets there. It was really fucking annoying to find that out after waiting for so long but by the time we did find out I didn't even care. The whole experience was just perfect. Sure, it was cold as hell and pretty miserable at some point, and the only people we had to talk to were the unattractive girls behind us in line, but it put everything into perspective for me for whatever reason. Life and love and loss and all this bullshit, it had me down but I'm back up. Back up and ready to fucking fight. Yee ha.
So, I've found the motivation I need to wake up every morning. Unfortunately I'm getting over my former feelings of love by replacing them with hate, which is an often used Justin Ogden tactic employed when getting over girls. It's a dick move but hey, I've always been an asshole. In fact, asshole Justin Ogden is going to be back in full effect starting... now! Except this time more focused and even angrier, if possible. Wait for the funnies.
My friends are right, I am lucky to have what I have. It's not like I go through these periods of depression or whatever because I need to hear people telling me good things about me, I just lose sight of the good shit in my life, or I let the stupid shit get in the way. Well whatever. I'm gonna try to keep my perspective more focused.
Since I've been working a lot, I'm thinking soon I'll get my bellyrocker filled in and move onto my next work of flesh-art. I'm thinking I'll do my collar, which will be something to do with straight edge for sure.
Also I didn't do laundry for three weeks and my room smelled fucking sick but I did it today so it's all good. Tomorrow I'm hitting up the buffet with Paul Ritchey and I only ate one meal today in preparation for it. I'm putting Star Buffet out of fucking business.
Last but not least, the On Course demo isn't bad at all. Plus there may well be a KL/Dead again split in the works? Dead Again is filming a music video after close at Boston Market (since three of their members work there), our boss gave them the okay and it should be funny/fun as hell when it goes down. I can't wait.
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So, I've found the motivation I need to wake up every morning. Unfortunately I'm getting over my former feelings of love by replacing them with hate, which is an often used Justin Ogden tactic employed when getting over girls. It's a dick move but hey, I've always been an asshole. In fact, asshole Justin Ogden is going to be back in full effect starting... now! Except this time more focused and even angrier, if possible. Wait for the funnies.
My friends are right, I am lucky to have what I have. It's not like I go through these periods of depression or whatever because I need to hear people telling me good things about me, I just lose sight of the good shit in my life, or I let the stupid shit get in the way. Well whatever. I'm gonna try to keep my perspective more focused.
Since I've been working a lot, I'm thinking soon I'll get my bellyrocker filled in and move onto my next work of flesh-art. I'm thinking I'll do my collar, which will be something to do with straight edge for sure.
Also I didn't do laundry for three weeks and my room smelled fucking sick but I did it today so it's all good. Tomorrow I'm hitting up the buffet with Paul Ritchey and I only ate one meal today in preparation for it. I'm putting Star Buffet out of fucking business.
Last but not least, the On Course demo isn't bad at all. Plus there may well be a KL/Dead again split in the works? Dead Again is filming a music video after close at Boston Market (since three of their members work there), our boss gave them the okay and it should be funny/fun as hell when it goes down. I can't wait.
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