Jun 12, 2008 00:29
Last night I stayed up very late reading old Livejournal entires, from way back 4 years ago. They were amazing to read. Half of them cracked me up, I guess my weird/crazy self really hasn't changed that much. But it was refreshing to read over old memories, thoughts, whatever. And to read what people said back to me. I guess I didn't realize how positively people thought of me back in high school (Well- Half of the time). I'd read comments saying "You seriously crack me up sometimes, your text message made me smile so much today, you don't even know" from YEARS ago, and it just made me feel good. I did notice there was a month or two back in 2004 where Dustin responded to nearly half of my entries, and they made me a little sad, but really, I just smiled and laughed over his silly comments. I didn't realize what a good friend he was to me, I don't remember being that close to him. But he always offered his words if I was feeling down, and expressed his understanding and relation. Man we miss you and your crazy mind Dustin =) I know we probably wouldn't still be talking even if you were still alive, but I just miss the high school days sometimes.
I'm going to Redlands, CA this weekend with Sara, assuming my jerk of a manager approves all of my shift changes. I have this feeling he's not going to want me to go, even though I did get all of my shifts covered. I'm nervous about calling him tomorrow morning. I called him this morning and he said "I'll have to check the schedule and call you back", but ended up leaving work without even bothering to let me know. I don't care if it's father's day weekend and you guys are having sales, EVERY holiday you guys have sales, you over-staff, and when it turns out to be just as slow as normal, you cut hours and send people home. Let me freakin have just one weekend off.
The weekend after that, I'll be heading out to Las Vegas to transition into my life as a 21 year old. Man, that'll be so sweet. Two weekends out of town in a row. With my two closest friends (sara the first weekend, anthony the second).
I don't really have anything interesting to write about, it's just, reading all those entries last night made me want to update.