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i went to dallas last weekend to surprise my mom for her birthday. i had a good time. spent a lot of time just driving around in the jeep by myself, listening to music and thinking. i hung out with cody, a girl friend i haven't seen in more than two years. time really flies. saw melody and jessyeee and kta. i love those girls. hmm. my 16 yr old sister taylor is still dating the same boy she was with when i went home in october. his name is alex and it's so weird to be saying this but looking at them together is almost sickening because you can feel the connection between them. i also feel that when im around my mom and step-dad. being with all four of them is intense. i already have the urge to run out and find someone but i know it doesn't work that way. it would be fun to go out drinking and kiss a cute boy but i've been shying away from anything else. there's a cute boy at work who is fun to smile at...and i have had the balls to ask him if he wants to hang out but it's no mark on the map.
i really don't know what i want to do anymore. my free spirit has gotten me in trouble for years and it's really throwing me for a loop at a crucial point in life, a time where i should be in school building for the future.
meh i have no patience for anything, much less a complete lj entry or thought
i went to dallas last weekend to surprise my mom for her birthday. i had a good time. spent a lot of time just driving around in the jeep by myself, listening to music and thinking. i hung out with cody, a girl friend i haven't seen in more than two years. time really flies. saw melody and jessyeee and kta. i love those girls. hmm. my 16 yr old sister taylor is still dating the same boy she was with when i went home in october. his name is alex and it's so weird to be saying this but looking at them together is almost sickening because you can feel the connection between them. i also feel that when im around my mom and step-dad. being with all four of them is intense. i already have the urge to run out and find someone but i know it doesn't work that way. it would be fun to go out drinking and kiss a cute boy but i've been shying away from anything else. there's a cute boy at work who is fun to smile at...and i have had the balls to ask him if he wants to hang out but it's no mark on the map.
i really don't know what i want to do anymore. my free spirit has gotten me in trouble for years and it's really throwing me for a loop at a crucial point in life, a time where i should be in school building for the future.
meh i have no patience for anything, much less a complete lj entry or thought