a flippin riot.
mondays suckkk.
1st hour-we have to do romeo&juliet, didnt have it of course.2nd-im with brittney m & nicole but nicole didnt wait after class so i ended up eating alone at flex cause i hate walking around and shit and getting into everyones business that isnt mine. Me & Sarah decided were becoming hippies fuck yes hippies are so cool. but anyways i wish it was friday cause friday night will be awesome. 3rd hour did nothing 4th hour test, the day went by pretty fast i guess.
k but anyways, it seems like everyones been a little down, depressed & stuff. Have any of you thought about maybe you have seasonal depression? like during the winter when its crappy outside and yeah. idk if not, i hope you all feel better.
BUT, i think im doing a lot better. seeing my grades are at a D+ C average. better than f so psh fuck off.
and i dont have a best friend anymore. i dont stick with just one group anymore. and so on.
Back to the best friend thing, that gets me kind of sad, cause desere. My closest friends are lauren & sarah & rachel. ive known lauren FOREVER. well sense 5th grade which seems like forever, and weve had are bad times, and our good and we always complain to eachother, we tell eachother a lot, we do a lot together, it sounds like a best friend, but she isnt. i cant completely trust her. were always bitching at eachother, and it gets worst. rachel & sarah i flippin both love cause theyre the coolest<3
Boys. ugh theyre so many & i just want one. i hate when i see all the couples in the hall or in front of me in line and yeah i havent been hanging out with anyone lately besides sarah and lauren and all we do is go to eachothers houses and toke up which is the greatest but i tought about it today and it bothered me which is the 1st time in a month cause ive been concentrating on a lot of other things. But all around things are good i guess? i mean i have nothing to complain about. but i have nothing really interesting to say.so for the people who actully care, and read this thanks but my entrys are pointless, i really dont have a life even though i like to say i do.
im grounded i guess? for this week & i have a big urge to go shopping right now BLAH.
and i also found myself, being myself(?)again? it makes sense to me. but like the past two months i was trying to be someone i wasnt and yeah, idk its retarded not getting into details.FUCK
i miss last summer when i hung out with Brittany H and Julie and Desere and Dan and Sean Jordan & them.
AND I MISS JEPH.
and i have to meet Kyle.
<3
pointless pathetic entryss of my life--
Later ELJAY.
<3
1st hour-we have to do romeo&juliet, didnt have it of course.2nd-im with brittney m & nicole but nicole didnt wait after class so i ended up eating alone at flex cause i hate walking around and shit and getting into everyones business that isnt mine. Me & Sarah decided were becoming hippies fuck yes hippies are so cool. but anyways i wish it was friday cause friday night will be awesome. 3rd hour did nothing 4th hour test, the day went by pretty fast i guess.
k but anyways, it seems like everyones been a little down, depressed & stuff. Have any of you thought about maybe you have seasonal depression? like during the winter when its crappy outside and yeah. idk if not, i hope you all feel better.
BUT, i think im doing a lot better. seeing my grades are at a D+ C average. better than f so psh fuck off.
and i dont have a best friend anymore. i dont stick with just one group anymore. and so on.
Back to the best friend thing, that gets me kind of sad, cause desere. My closest friends are lauren & sarah & rachel. ive known lauren FOREVER. well sense 5th grade which seems like forever, and weve had are bad times, and our good and we always complain to eachother, we tell eachother a lot, we do a lot together, it sounds like a best friend, but she isnt. i cant completely trust her. were always bitching at eachother, and it gets worst. rachel & sarah i flippin both love cause theyre the coolest<3
Boys. ugh theyre so many & i just want one. i hate when i see all the couples in the hall or in front of me in line and yeah i havent been hanging out with anyone lately besides sarah and lauren and all we do is go to eachothers houses and toke up which is the greatest but i tought about it today and it bothered me which is the 1st time in a month cause ive been concentrating on a lot of other things. But all around things are good i guess? i mean i have nothing to complain about. but i have nothing really interesting to say.so for the people who actully care, and read this thanks but my entrys are pointless, i really dont have a life even though i like to say i do.
im grounded i guess? for this week & i have a big urge to go shopping right now BLAH.
and i also found myself, being myself(?)again? it makes sense to me. but like the past two months i was trying to be someone i wasnt and yeah, idk its retarded not getting into details.FUCK
i miss last summer when i hung out with Brittany H and Julie and Desere and Dan and Sean Jordan & them.
AND I MISS JEPH.
and i have to meet Kyle.
<3
pointless pathetic entryss of my life--
Later ELJAY.
<3