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I swear i never felt pain like this before.
It hurts so much i dont even know what i am supposed to do or how i am supposed to feel about anything
i hate this.
i love you more than anything and i know that for sure,
and it hurts even more to know that i can never
kiss you
hug you
or hold on to you
or lay next to you and sleep
i loved all of that so much and this is by far going to be the hardest thing i ever had to do in my whole life.
letting go of the one person you love with everything..
at least we will still be friends and im not so sure how i can deal with that for a while cuz i know its going to hurt to look at you and not even be able to hold you and tell you i love you. you were all i ever wanted. and now just friends. thats always better than nothing. and im glad you care enough to not want me to hate you. and thats good. I will never hate you adam jacob riedlinger. I love you with everything and i always will. your the greatest person i know. I will always be here.
It hurts so much i dont even know what i am supposed to do or how i am supposed to feel about anything
i hate this.
i love you more than anything and i know that for sure,
and it hurts even more to know that i can never
kiss you
hug you
or hold on to you
or lay next to you and sleep
i loved all of that so much and this is by far going to be the hardest thing i ever had to do in my whole life.
letting go of the one person you love with everything..
at least we will still be friends and im not so sure how i can deal with that for a while cuz i know its going to hurt to look at you and not even be able to hold you and tell you i love you. you were all i ever wanted. and now just friends. thats always better than nothing. and im glad you care enough to not want me to hate you. and thats good. I will never hate you adam jacob riedlinger. I love you with everything and i always will. your the greatest person i know. I will always be here.