so a REAL UPDATE!
hmmm Well not much dramatic stuff has bee going on lately. i stayed up all yesterday so i could make it in time to see Matt celebrate his 3 years! I love him so much and im so proud of him! but liek i was saying i stayed up all night tuesday night and i went to bed today at about 5am because i have to be at work tonight at 10pm til 630am so i couldnt go to bed early like i wanted to. i dont liek staying up all night because i dont feel liek a normal person when i do because my mind is so dicombobulated! and i always go to meetings when i stay up all night and i jsut ramble so much i want a message iwant to be abel to go to a table and blow peoples minda away with what i have to say...lol. i want to be "that girl" LOL. omg! i am so tired! i slept like 12 hours but i needed to sleep 16 to make up for not sleeping yesterday when i got off of work. im not used to gave a day off midweek im used to the end of the week or the very beginning of the week so haveing wednesday off kinda felt weird. i hope my days off finally get back to normal! i dont think i will be able to take off of work for the next agape! but then again i dont know! id have to takl to kristina abotu it! lets pray i do though because agape is a huge deal to me!
so matt and i were posta get an apartment... but i dont think that going to happen because.... matts dad is moving to indiana tuesday morning! and matt i guess is "holding down the fort"... yeah hes keeping the house for his dad....AND becky is moving with her dad in like april of after her birthday in may! so that leaves me hmmm kinda homeless again! except for ill prolly move into the house with matt.... that is if its okay with matts dad... it better be because hes messing with OUR plans...matt doesnt have to stay there.... and help him pay the bills and shit he can move out on his own! matt prolly wont tell his dad like that noooooo oh god matt is such a pussy when it comes to actually telling someone whats up ya know? but a perk of us living together at the house is we get to have a dog! yay! yeah we will have comet but thats not my dog... its acutally BECKYS DOG! and she really hasnt had him forever shes been living with other people then we got the trailer where she couldnt have him ya know! okay so im just gunna get ready for work and smoke cigarettes til i have to leave mikes to goto work.... love yall!
~nicole
so matt and i were posta get an apartment... but i dont think that going to happen because.... matts dad is moving to indiana tuesday morning! and matt i guess is "holding down the fort"... yeah hes keeping the house for his dad....AND becky is moving with her dad in like april of after her birthday in may! so that leaves me hmmm kinda homeless again! except for ill prolly move into the house with matt.... that is if its okay with matts dad... it better be because hes messing with OUR plans...matt doesnt have to stay there.... and help him pay the bills and shit he can move out on his own! matt prolly wont tell his dad like that noooooo oh god matt is such a pussy when it comes to actually telling someone whats up ya know? but a perk of us living together at the house is we get to have a dog! yay! yeah we will have comet but thats not my dog... its acutally BECKYS DOG! and she really hasnt had him forever shes been living with other people then we got the trailer where she couldnt have him ya know! okay so im just gunna get ready for work and smoke cigarettes til i have to leave mikes to goto work.... love yall!
~nicole