Some things never change-Some things nevergo away-I will never forget you-i will never be the same..
ok a lot of stuff has happend. but remeber everything happens for a reason.. so let's start with sunday...
sudnay sean r, alison, michelle came over. sean and i went to see without a paddle. it was NOT as funny as i thought it would be. :( but still funny. they showed all the funny parts on t.v. later kevin r and ivan came over. we watched t.v. and hung out. then we walked to ivan's house and hung out there. he has the cutest little kitten named lady, she's 1 month old. aww so cute. then we were hanging out in ivan's garage and some how me and kevin managed to kiss. it didn't mean anything. later we went to their friend danielle's house to go swiming. i got grounded for tuesday and wednesday cause i came home at 1:15 or so in the morning. when i said i'd be home around 12:30 or so. :/ oops.
monday i went to the gym with lardy N [natty P] and then i went over to alison's house. later me and michelle got a ride to tuscany's with olivia and a shit load of people were there. michelle, olivia, christine and I spent the night. olivia and chelle bell had cross country in the morning so when i woke up they were gone. seanny d gave me a ride to redondo to catch the bus home. wheni got home i went to el indio with stefani, lauren, and tray tray. it was like we were in harold & kumar go to the castle; but instead stef, trac, laur and shan go to el indio. he had so many distractions and detours it was crazy lol. it literally took us like 4 hours to get there when it's like 15-20 minutes walking distance. when stefani and i were about to walk into el indio we ran into tony t, brett k, mike o and trent and jeff. i hadn't seen mike in like 2 years. it was crazy. i gave trent my number to hang out sometime. when we were all leaving el indio we ran into mike, tony and trent again and i made them walk me and stef to perry to pick up my sister :D they love me lol. when stefani, tess and i were almost home tony called my cell. and i talked to trent and mike. it was weird. [tony thought we had hooked up lol. funnyness. had to be there.] later that night mike called me and we talked on the phone for a few hours.
yesterday i had registration and stef is going to REDONDO[better trace?? huh? SLUT i hate you tina! jk i love you] NOW!! :D and me and mike talked all day. me and stef drank at davids house and then got kicked out by andrew :p but it was fun... i sobered up and went to group therapy wherei met kevin r's x girlfriend-paige. she's in my group. [see everything happens for a reason..] and i told her about me and kevin and hopefuly she'll see she deserves better. from what i heard i don't think i'll be talking to kevin much anymore. he's totally different then whati thought........
today im suposed to hang out with mike but i think he went to work so i'll have to wait until 6:30 or so.
last night at group i decided i was going to go sober for a while. until i feel good about it again. so cold turkey for me. no more drinking for a while. if again. cuase once i have one drink it's hard for me to stop and i always regret something. so no more drinking. no more regrets
sounds good to me. sorry this was a long entry... i think i have a thing for mike o...;)
sudnay sean r, alison, michelle came over. sean and i went to see without a paddle. it was NOT as funny as i thought it would be. :( but still funny. they showed all the funny parts on t.v. later kevin r and ivan came over. we watched t.v. and hung out. then we walked to ivan's house and hung out there. he has the cutest little kitten named lady, she's 1 month old. aww so cute. then we were hanging out in ivan's garage and some how me and kevin managed to kiss. it didn't mean anything. later we went to their friend danielle's house to go swiming. i got grounded for tuesday and wednesday cause i came home at 1:15 or so in the morning. when i said i'd be home around 12:30 or so. :/ oops.
monday i went to the gym with lardy N [natty P] and then i went over to alison's house. later me and michelle got a ride to tuscany's with olivia and a shit load of people were there. michelle, olivia, christine and I spent the night. olivia and chelle bell had cross country in the morning so when i woke up they were gone. seanny d gave me a ride to redondo to catch the bus home. wheni got home i went to el indio with stefani, lauren, and tray tray. it was like we were in harold & kumar go to the castle; but instead stef, trac, laur and shan go to el indio. he had so many distractions and detours it was crazy lol. it literally took us like 4 hours to get there when it's like 15-20 minutes walking distance. when stefani and i were about to walk into el indio we ran into tony t, brett k, mike o and trent and jeff. i hadn't seen mike in like 2 years. it was crazy. i gave trent my number to hang out sometime. when we were all leaving el indio we ran into mike, tony and trent again and i made them walk me and stef to perry to pick up my sister :D they love me lol. when stefani, tess and i were almost home tony called my cell. and i talked to trent and mike. it was weird. [tony thought we had hooked up lol. funnyness. had to be there.] later that night mike called me and we talked on the phone for a few hours.
yesterday i had registration and stef is going to REDONDO[better trace?? huh? SLUT i hate you tina! jk i love you] NOW!! :D and me and mike talked all day. me and stef drank at davids house and then got kicked out by andrew :p but it was fun... i sobered up and went to group therapy wherei met kevin r's x girlfriend-paige. she's in my group. [see everything happens for a reason..] and i told her about me and kevin and hopefuly she'll see she deserves better. from what i heard i don't think i'll be talking to kevin much anymore. he's totally different then whati thought........
today im suposed to hang out with mike but i think he went to work so i'll have to wait until 6:30 or so.
last night at group i decided i was going to go sober for a while. until i feel good about it again. so cold turkey for me. no more drinking for a while. if again. cuase once i have one drink it's hard for me to stop and i always regret something. so no more drinking. no more regrets
sounds good to me. sorry this was a long entry... i think i have a thing for mike o...;)