Just cause I feel like it...
Im in a happy mood i guess. i got that job at Ponchos. woop! I dont get to see billy today though. lammee. and kenny made me feel like crap. But i decided before i "move on" from these last few situations ive decided to get it ALL out. =]
So here goes nothing...
FUCK YOU for being so physco. I know its not your fault your clinically a skitzo/bi-polar/manic depressive. I almost feel sorry for you. but NO. do you take your medicine? NO. Is it my fault what happened to you? 50% of it...sure. WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER 50% YOU STUPID FUCK. MAYBE IF YOU WERE BETTER HE WOULDNT HAVE BEEN FUCKING WONDERING. You sit there and scream and kick and shout about how I ruined your life. You say I took him away from you. HE was the one who came to ME. i LEFT you pathetic lives and NEVER intended to look back. i DELTED HIM and YOU outta my phone, my myspace, i ignored him at work, I ERASED YOU BOTH. HE came back to ME. HE still had my number. HE came back into my life. Now heres the part where im the stupid girl who believed in him and belived he was a genuinly good person who i could trust. He filled my head and I ate it up. but did it ever occur to you that STALKING me, texting me, knowing everwhere i went and everyone I talked....was ohh i dont know...CROSSING THE FUCKING LINE. You are a worthless peice or shit and I feel bad for your poor daughter. Poor Poor girl has a fucked up mother who popped to many pills and wound up almost over dosing in her prom dress with useless garbage written all over her arms. Who has a mother who is proud to be crazy and proud that she got off of two attempted murder charges because shes a skitzo. Who has a mother who is severly bi polar and will love her one min...and the next prolly threathen to kill her the next. for having a mother who is so damn insecure that she holds a grudge and cant move on because her fucking fiance didnt want her anymore. Who is scared of her. I feel bad for your daughter because you are a worthless peice of shit. You spend more time on "revenge" and "Karma" then you do your own life. You are sick. You are the worst human being I have ever encountered. You are the only person I know who would ACTUALLY kill me if given the second. It bothers you so much that I still have friends who love me. It bothers you that im pretty, im not ugly, people actually like me. You hate me because im nice, im caring, im sweet. You hate me because he didnt. Your a fucking idiot. I cannot wait for the day you two break up and your life is left in ruins you stupid cunt. You'll have no one. and when your daughters old enough she'll know...mommys a fucking lunatic.
FUCK YOU for using me. You lieing bastard. Fuck every damn word you said to me. You think your such a good person dont you? OH YOU WERE SO HURT WERNT YOU? Why becuase you left her for me, couldnt handle it and left back for her. Im sorry your life was just to hard to are. Hmm wich girl am i going to fuck with today? Who am I going to make believe that everything will be ok to. I remember every word you said. You filled my head with bullshit. YOU ARE NOTHING MORE THAN A PUSSY WHO CANT STAND UP FOR HIS OWN GOD DAMN SELF. you took pleasure out of getting to me. you knew on one could. you knew all about me. you were my best friend after all. You knew how tough and insecure and afraid I was. you knew all the secrets about me even my best gal pals didnt know. you knew everything. you took everything, EVERYTHING from me. you took every secret i gave you and we shared and announced them. You used me. you made false promises, and in the end you acted like i owed you something. are you kidding me? and now you prace aroudn telling everyone im an easy slut...people i dont even know at a place ive only stepped foot into twice in the last 3 months. You dick around and joke about how im just some stupid slut and no one likes me. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? YOU WANNA CALL ME INSECURE? YOU WANNA CALL ME STUPID AND EASY?! Youve got another thing comming. I still feel even worse for your daughter. For having a daddy who is a pussy and cant stand up for himself. for having a daddy who is a liar and a cheater. For having a daddy who is a filthy peice of trash. Who isnt anyting more special than my dogs shit.
I hope the cops take real good care of BOTH your stalking asses. You are truely perfect for one another...after all...nobody else wants you.
FUCK YOU for taking what I cant have back. It started off just fine. no real feelings or anything. Then you started calling me everynight and talking until 4 in the morning. You started saying good morning and telling me how much you wished you could see me while we were in school. For getting off the phone with your girlfriend and ignoring her just because you wanted to talk to me. For ditching your girlfriend so you could hangout with me. For telling me that you were starting to like me so much. How at first I was just a good looking girl you could flirt with, but now you grew to love my personalitly and how you could talk to me for hours. how i made you happy. how you told me that YOU TREATED ME BETTER AND PAYED MORE ATTENTION TO ME than your own girlfriend...fuck you....for taking someting i cant have back. ill never get it back. you have it forever. fuck you for not caring you took it. fuck you liking my best friend and not telling me. fuck you for lieing. AND FUCK YOU FOR NOT EVEN CARING WHAT HAPPEND TO ME. FUCK YOU FOR ONLY CARING ABOUT LIKING SOMEONE ELSE. WHAT YOU DID TO ME DIDNT EVEN COMPARE TO JUST SAYING "oh i like you." you went deeper than anyone even knows about, nor will they ever. fuck you for being such a guy. such a useless fucking guy. fuck you for kissing me inbetween classes, grabbing my hand. fuck you for all of our little..."secrets" i STILL didnt tell anyone about. fuck you for fucking with my head.
there so many more people and so much mroe i have to say. but i have to go. those are the three main people that i will never forgive or foget in my life....EVER.
So here goes nothing...
FUCK YOU for being so physco. I know its not your fault your clinically a skitzo/bi-polar/manic depressive. I almost feel sorry for you. but NO. do you take your medicine? NO. Is it my fault what happened to you? 50% of it...sure. WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER 50% YOU STUPID FUCK. MAYBE IF YOU WERE BETTER HE WOULDNT HAVE BEEN FUCKING WONDERING. You sit there and scream and kick and shout about how I ruined your life. You say I took him away from you. HE was the one who came to ME. i LEFT you pathetic lives and NEVER intended to look back. i DELTED HIM and YOU outta my phone, my myspace, i ignored him at work, I ERASED YOU BOTH. HE came back to ME. HE still had my number. HE came back into my life. Now heres the part where im the stupid girl who believed in him and belived he was a genuinly good person who i could trust. He filled my head and I ate it up. but did it ever occur to you that STALKING me, texting me, knowing everwhere i went and everyone I talked....was ohh i dont know...CROSSING THE FUCKING LINE. You are a worthless peice or shit and I feel bad for your poor daughter. Poor Poor girl has a fucked up mother who popped to many pills and wound up almost over dosing in her prom dress with useless garbage written all over her arms. Who has a mother who is proud to be crazy and proud that she got off of two attempted murder charges because shes a skitzo. Who has a mother who is severly bi polar and will love her one min...and the next prolly threathen to kill her the next. for having a mother who is so damn insecure that she holds a grudge and cant move on because her fucking fiance didnt want her anymore. Who is scared of her. I feel bad for your daughter because you are a worthless peice of shit. You spend more time on "revenge" and "Karma" then you do your own life. You are sick. You are the worst human being I have ever encountered. You are the only person I know who would ACTUALLY kill me if given the second. It bothers you so much that I still have friends who love me. It bothers you that im pretty, im not ugly, people actually like me. You hate me because im nice, im caring, im sweet. You hate me because he didnt. Your a fucking idiot. I cannot wait for the day you two break up and your life is left in ruins you stupid cunt. You'll have no one. and when your daughters old enough she'll know...mommys a fucking lunatic.
FUCK YOU for using me. You lieing bastard. Fuck every damn word you said to me. You think your such a good person dont you? OH YOU WERE SO HURT WERNT YOU? Why becuase you left her for me, couldnt handle it and left back for her. Im sorry your life was just to hard to are. Hmm wich girl am i going to fuck with today? Who am I going to make believe that everything will be ok to. I remember every word you said. You filled my head with bullshit. YOU ARE NOTHING MORE THAN A PUSSY WHO CANT STAND UP FOR HIS OWN GOD DAMN SELF. you took pleasure out of getting to me. you knew on one could. you knew all about me. you were my best friend after all. You knew how tough and insecure and afraid I was. you knew all the secrets about me even my best gal pals didnt know. you knew everything. you took everything, EVERYTHING from me. you took every secret i gave you and we shared and announced them. You used me. you made false promises, and in the end you acted like i owed you something. are you kidding me? and now you prace aroudn telling everyone im an easy slut...people i dont even know at a place ive only stepped foot into twice in the last 3 months. You dick around and joke about how im just some stupid slut and no one likes me. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? YOU WANNA CALL ME INSECURE? YOU WANNA CALL ME STUPID AND EASY?! Youve got another thing comming. I still feel even worse for your daughter. For having a daddy who is a pussy and cant stand up for himself. for having a daddy who is a liar and a cheater. For having a daddy who is a filthy peice of trash. Who isnt anyting more special than my dogs shit.
I hope the cops take real good care of BOTH your stalking asses. You are truely perfect for one another...after all...nobody else wants you.
FUCK YOU for taking what I cant have back. It started off just fine. no real feelings or anything. Then you started calling me everynight and talking until 4 in the morning. You started saying good morning and telling me how much you wished you could see me while we were in school. For getting off the phone with your girlfriend and ignoring her just because you wanted to talk to me. For ditching your girlfriend so you could hangout with me. For telling me that you were starting to like me so much. How at first I was just a good looking girl you could flirt with, but now you grew to love my personalitly and how you could talk to me for hours. how i made you happy. how you told me that YOU TREATED ME BETTER AND PAYED MORE ATTENTION TO ME than your own girlfriend...fuck you....for taking someting i cant have back. ill never get it back. you have it forever. fuck you for not caring you took it. fuck you liking my best friend and not telling me. fuck you for lieing. AND FUCK YOU FOR NOT EVEN CARING WHAT HAPPEND TO ME. FUCK YOU FOR ONLY CARING ABOUT LIKING SOMEONE ELSE. WHAT YOU DID TO ME DIDNT EVEN COMPARE TO JUST SAYING "oh i like you." you went deeper than anyone even knows about, nor will they ever. fuck you for being such a guy. such a useless fucking guy. fuck you for kissing me inbetween classes, grabbing my hand. fuck you for all of our little..."secrets" i STILL didnt tell anyone about. fuck you for fucking with my head.
there so many more people and so much mroe i have to say. but i have to go. those are the three main people that i will never forgive or foget in my life....EVER.