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Nov 11, 2004 02:21

So now, i cut the cord.. hang up the phone. Turn off the cell.... make waste of socialization. I might just turn the lights on low. Raid the razorblades.. Its too much, you all distract me.., so i throw away everything i knew, and everything we were. We all know change is coming, but change can be for the better. I cant even look at you, your eyes are the saddest story.. from the shortest book that ever did intrigue me. I might appreciate the fact that you can look away, but i know you will look back.. and when you look back, keep looking....Cause im still there.

Forever written on my heart, i claim these words.. and these memories. Yet i could not claim you. My lost angel, My lost child.. I lost everything. I lost you. In my heart, you wanted out,its your voice i still recall. Yet i could not recall you. My lost angel, My lost child.. I fear i gave up. I gave up on you. I cant even look at you, your eyes are the saddest story.. from the shortest book that ever did intrigue me. I might appreciate the fact that you can look away, but i know you will look back.. and when you look back, keep looking....Cause im still there

written by: Jordan King
Copyright 2004

Isnt that lovley? i wrote that to myself.. about myself.. for myself.

my moodswings are getting horrible..
im beyond rollercoaster.
i dont even know who i am anymore
death sounds like a great escape.
im my own worst enemy
i know this because im killing myself.
i need help..
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