Wishing on stars I thought were planes..
... Today was like no other.
I went to Josh's Dads funeral * rip mike farr * with Will and his family. It was very sad. Then we went back to Josh's house for a reception. Everyone seemed to have a smile on their face. It was awesome to get to see my friends that attended. I got to spend the whole day with one of my most best friends. It was so awesome. Everyone left Josh's around 3. Then Will and I stuck around untill 5. Josh came back to Wills, and I've been with them. Utill about now. They made me go for a bike ride. It was so fun! I suck! We stoped at E's but.. Shes not so cool and couldnt hear the doorbell over the bloody MUSIC! * shakes fist *. Then we stood in the video store for about 20 mins deciding on a movie. On the way back.. We say Ganeva and B Bomb! How lovely..
Then I got home, and called Steve. As of now, Im single. And I hate it. Even though he made me SO mad, and didnt treat me so well. Im going to miss him. Boys make me angry. I droped everything for him, pushed aside other feelings ( STRONG feelings I might add ). And now, Im FUCKED over. When I see him now, Im going to fall to peices. Shit. Im so ephing stupid sometimes. The worst part is.. I screwed up something Im never going to have now. Stupid me.
Josh gave me a rose today. I love him. He's sucha good friend.
Is a hug too much to ask?