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yes. I'm at school and I'm on the internet. Mup has two computers set up in his room and both of them have connections to the good ol web.
In recent developements brisa and I are more than just on a break. We are actually broken up. I really don't understand for a second how it all came to this point. From boyfriend and girlfriend to on a break, to not allowed to be friends, to some wierd mix were I'm still shut out, to now when we are completely broken up, and there is basically no chance to get back together.
I just wish I knew how it came to this. What the hell did I do? What exactly caused me to no longer be the person that she wanted to have affection for? Did I change into a person that no longer consists of attractive qualities for her?
I'm so confused. I'm so fucking hurt. It's like for all that was there, it all doesnt matter because it got crappy towards the end. A down in our relationship caused all the good to be cancled out? Suddenly I'm no longer that wonderful person who she loved so much like I used to be.
really. how did this happen? what did I do? why am I suddenly a person that she doesn't want? I wish I could just brush all this off, but unfortunetly it doesn't work that way, and frankly considering all that was there, it shouldn't work that way.
time to go to my next class. they're having a valentines day party. great! exactly what i wan to get into.
oh by the way
happy freaking valetines day.
In recent developements brisa and I are more than just on a break. We are actually broken up. I really don't understand for a second how it all came to this point. From boyfriend and girlfriend to on a break, to not allowed to be friends, to some wierd mix were I'm still shut out, to now when we are completely broken up, and there is basically no chance to get back together.
I just wish I knew how it came to this. What the hell did I do? What exactly caused me to no longer be the person that she wanted to have affection for? Did I change into a person that no longer consists of attractive qualities for her?
I'm so confused. I'm so fucking hurt. It's like for all that was there, it all doesnt matter because it got crappy towards the end. A down in our relationship caused all the good to be cancled out? Suddenly I'm no longer that wonderful person who she loved so much like I used to be.
really. how did this happen? what did I do? why am I suddenly a person that she doesn't want? I wish I could just brush all this off, but unfortunetly it doesn't work that way, and frankly considering all that was there, it shouldn't work that way.
time to go to my next class. they're having a valentines day party. great! exactly what i wan to get into.
oh by the way
happy freaking valetines day.