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Apr 13, 2008 23:53

tonight I got so many words all at once givin to me. it was more like a vision and it tied so many things together. every prophetic word that i've ever had, and every message that God's ever really given me basically are all wound up in this. it's sorta freaking me out.. but in the best way possible. here goes

I basically had a vision of michelle and I being a worship group together. She and I would play guitar, she would lead most of the vocal stuff, and I would do most of the writing of the songs. I would eventually write a book about something, and I would have books of poetry out too. Every so often we would have a band with us.

here's how everything ties in.

I've always said that I know that I'm supposed to have a voice, I don't know how, but I know that I'm supposed too. This sounds like that to me.

Paul told me about a dream he had a while ago and it was from God, and it was him in a band, a worship band, with me and david, and a few other people he couldn't recognise. sounds good to me.

two years ago, kirk ask me to write for the grace thing that he was starting. God said to me when I prayed about it, "MY PURPOSES ARE LAYED BEFORE YOU, TAKE HOLD OF THEM." For some reason, I didn't. Now I'm in effected by grace and the purposes are really layed out in front of me. God put me in this thing so that I could no longer be wrapped up in the sin that entangled me to the point where I couldn't recieve from Him. I'm still waiting to here what exactly He ment by "his purposes" but I know he'll tell me when the time is right. But I know that God put me in this at this time so that he could open me up to listen

michelle has an amazing singing voice. she actually got a full ride scholarship for voice, but it's not been put to good use for a long time. She knows that it's supposed to be part of her minestry but it's just not happening right now. She is also amazing at picking up different instruments. this sounds like a perfect minestry for the both of us as a couple

God spoke to me once about an exgirlfriend, yelled in fact, "YOU ARE NOT THE STANDARD BY WHICH SHE IS TO BE JUDGED. I AM AND I'M ETERNAL." This seems to fit here too. Michelle has a different kind of walk with God from me, but that doesn't make it bad, it just makes it different, and frankly, God's the one that it matters to, not me.

Paul and Camilla told me that I have a prophetic gifting and a musical gifting. I know that I can write, and I know that I can at least sorta sing. I have it in me to learn the guitar, I just have to devote to it, and I haven't had a reason untill now. If I knew how to play the guitar better, I could be writing songs right now.

Paul and Camilla are moving into appartments that are right around the corner from appartments that Michelle is going to live in, so him and I will be close enough to hang out a lot because, i'll obviously be with michelle a lot.

I heard that David is thinking about moving to missouri after he gets back from his six monthes in texas. strange how this ties me and him and paul together.

All that was just about the vision. there was a ton more that I got just out of no where

My car recently broke down again, and my dad fixed the thermostate. I got that that was the problem that was causing all the other problems, and that now that it's fixed i'm not going to have to fix stuff on it besides rutine matenence stuff until I have enough for a new car. the words were in fact, that it will run like a champ.

I got that Im supposed to go to starbuck part time this summer, and get a server job some where part time as well, so that I could get one server job under my belt, and eventually make a lot more money at a better server job elswere.

I got that I was only supposed to talk to eric about this stuff until I had recieved all that I needed to concerning the topics.

I got that I'll know what college i'm supposed to go to by the end of the summer.

I got that I'll be moving out there one month after I graduate from COD.

And I got that Michelle and I are supposed to be together, and that the reason why we arn't together yet, is because God is making us into the man and woman that he want's us to be so that our union can bring him as much honor and glory as possible.

This is what I have so far. I'm going to fill it in more as I get stuff from God.

Prais God for ever and ever, amen.
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