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once i'm not sneeking around in english class on the computer at my desk, maybe i'll write something. it's been a long long time since i've written.
i like the idea of comparing where i'm at to a bird in intermediate flight.
gradually climbing up while having all manner of nessecary little dips to gain speed and further altitude.
i've been very much in lack of motivation lately. i realize that so many of my actions have been focused around a person instead of God. i'm angry at myself for that.
i honestly want the good to come forth in the end. you know? trust in God. Lack of fear of being alone. but i can't change people. i can't change people. i can't change people.
i can pray for them. i can hope. but trying to swoop in and save the day has actually only harmed in the end.
Father forgive me.
i like the idea of comparing where i'm at to a bird in intermediate flight.
gradually climbing up while having all manner of nessecary little dips to gain speed and further altitude.
i've been very much in lack of motivation lately. i realize that so many of my actions have been focused around a person instead of God. i'm angry at myself for that.
i honestly want the good to come forth in the end. you know? trust in God. Lack of fear of being alone. but i can't change people. i can't change people. i can't change people.
i can pray for them. i can hope. but trying to swoop in and save the day has actually only harmed in the end.
Father forgive me.