dont cry out
Nothing too new is going on really, still jobless. There are some prospects but i think im gonna have to get a shit job for a bit until i can get into a restaurant around here, target here i come. Im getting pretty close to finishing my classes, I have been going to the AA's and need to start doing NA classes. AA is so depressing I can only imagine what NA will be like. Sam left back to australia yesterday morning, it was awesome seeing him. Did hell run for the first time since i smashed my knee, Its still not all the way better but whatever, thank goodness for this pain tolerance. It had missed 3 weeks in a row and i could tell, I was dead by the end and then after that i went out with sam for his last night in town, smile you fuckers. Waves are on the way and pretty much the only thing im looking forward to. Bella is gonna be turning 2 soon, its crazy, I wish i could see her more and be a bigger part of her life, she doesnt know im a dead beat :) Its just amazing to see life through a kids eyes, and to watch them interact with the world. apparently i could have been a father soon, which is so nuts to think about. I saw santogold play last week with some friends which turned out to be so much fun. I need to get a costume for Halloween, I think we are gonna go to stryder's before we leave to hard fest, so fucking stoked to see crystal castles, boys noize, and justice. I saw choke the other day in the theatre's and it was really good, I have a borders gift certificate for $200 bucks so I need to get some new books. Ok time to turn in this application, work out, shower and get on with my afternoon. thanks for reading.