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i still think about her so much, I still think, wow, she is amazing.
But then I have to realize, that she doesn't care about me.
She doesn't.
I wish i had that one quality. That one quality that made her like me.
I wish it more than anything in the world.
I find that nothing makes me happy, nothing makes me sad or mad except her.
I wish I could be with her, I wish she would let me appreciate everything that she is.
It makes me sad to think she is in love with someone that doesn't give a shit about her, how she is, how her family is.
I would give my heart to her if it she needed it, It might sound fucking emo as hell, but I would. I would do anything for her, i would do anything to make sure she was ok. But would she do the same for me? I dont' know.
And the thought makes me sad.
But then I have to realize, that she doesn't care about me.
She doesn't.
I wish i had that one quality. That one quality that made her like me.
I wish it more than anything in the world.
I find that nothing makes me happy, nothing makes me sad or mad except her.
I wish I could be with her, I wish she would let me appreciate everything that she is.
It makes me sad to think she is in love with someone that doesn't give a shit about her, how she is, how her family is.
I would give my heart to her if it she needed it, It might sound fucking emo as hell, but I would. I would do anything for her, i would do anything to make sure she was ok. But would she do the same for me? I dont' know.
And the thought makes me sad.