i wonder
if i left would people notice i should go and not tell any body but my family and one or two people no one would notice maybe at 1st then i would fade away and then ill be left alone or something not that i need 2 be i love all my friends sometimes a lil to much i get attached easily but i shuold be able 2 let go alot idk. well i found out im getting a decent tax return i wanna go visit my dad in kansas i will take justin with me cuz i will need a support system to deal with that my mom tells me stories of him and how he has radical idealistc ideas very extreamist it could be scary it might not my cuz from PA said hed meet us there 2 make it easy we'll see.most of all im excited 2 drive there i need 2 get away from this fst pased world of california it could be good for me i will finally get 2 meet my lil brothers and sisters i think i have 3 or 4 so it will be overwelming but much worth it