No longer alone...
I'm writing this for last night because on January 9 2005 at 7:38 I am no longer alone...I found my significant other, the one person I have been searching for my entire life almost dropped into my lap. I didnt expect to find you so easily, but I'm so glad we are now together. She really is ALOT more than anything I could have asked for...or deserve for that matter. I'm actually happy the way me and helena are having a relationship. For one, i think it will build a much stronger relationship from a distance than it would always being in eachothers face because, it takes a great deal of trust and loyalty to be with someone, it takes alot more to have such distance between us. Also the distance will create alot of..."want" i guess? so when we are together it will be really special and very rememberable (did i just make that word up? lol). Theres problems with distance that we have talked about too though...the want getting too bad for example or just the hell of being in love with someone and not being able to touch their skin or even see them in person. I really hope all of this works out. I really like Helena, shes really special to me. okay well...yeah...=)