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Not really in the best mood today. Its early...i just want to find out who im goin out with tonight and put on my costume and leave... I cant stand being here. i dont know why. Friday night i hung out with jen... last night i w atched a movie and went to sleep.
She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies broken inside
No place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes broken inside
i dont know whats up woith me lately i just get depressed at absolutely random moments. Well anyways. To night for halloween i am either gunna be Pam Anderson or a Murdered Beauty Queen. Probs the Murdered Beauty Queen. cuz the Pam Anderson thing didnt work out cuz i dont have enought boobs stuffing and i dont have a shirt that will fit over my tits and look like pam. Plus my wig is all fucked. so i might as well curl my hair and put on my peagent dress and shoes and look like i slit my wrists and some one cut my neck or something. i dunno its easier. I dunno if i am still goin with jen because we were supposed to go with Kelsey and Dougie but now Kelseys in the hospitial cuz she cant keep her numbers down. and my b-day is in 16 days and i am so not exicted. I AM GOING TO HAVE THE GAYEST PARTY BECAUSE MY PARENTS WILL BE HOME. not all that fun we are gunna pplay twister and dumbshit like that. i dont even know where the hell i am goign trick or treating tonight or if i am even goign which is sad because usualy i plan all this shit out. ive just lost it usualy i would have this shit planne dout like a month before.. like my b-day i would have the invitations out and everything planned. I dont even know if i am having a b-day party now.