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Tomorrow is the equivalent of my Friday. We have no school Thursday and Friday. School wasn't bad today. Somehow, there always seems to be some balance though. One week I hate school because I miss my friends outside of it, and the weeks I don't miss them, I'm stressed because of work. I still wonder how people interpert me at school, since I don't hang out with much of the people outside of there. I'm still debating whether to finish my history or not. I don't get why we have to read four different articles on the same topic, all being pretty much repetitive. I didn't get to finish my homework because I was helping coffee house set up. It will suck once the year ends, I'll miss some of the seniors, especialy Venetia and Emily. Those two are so much fun. Another thing that continues to baffle me is my sister. Emily and Venetia say pretty awful things about her, but shes always nice around me. So I guess this is another one of those times where I regret being so nostalgic. I'll see how my sister really is when she has me stay down with her at Conneticut College. Conneticut College reminds me a lot of Pingree, small and indifferent. I scare myself when I think about my future and that Bright Eyes lyric always plays on repeat through my head:
"Well, the future's got me worried, such awful thoughts
My head's a carousel of pictures
The spinning never stops
I just want someone to walk in front
And I'll follow the leader"
Of course listening to Bright Eyes reminds me of Chrissy. I can't wait to see her. We both agreed that the highlight of our day is when we talk to each other. I know everyone doubts me and I keep saying it, but this one will work. Chrissy is too adorable to pass up. I never had a girl who listens to the same music AND is gorgeous. I hope my reassaurance calms her and lets her see the potential I see. Although I didn't get to talk to her much today. It hurts me in some sense, but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? I hate all those fucking sayings because they are more than less always false. Whatever, I got a total qtface on my hands :)
"Well, the future's got me worried, such awful thoughts
My head's a carousel of pictures
The spinning never stops
I just want someone to walk in front
And I'll follow the leader"
Of course listening to Bright Eyes reminds me of Chrissy. I can't wait to see her. We both agreed that the highlight of our day is when we talk to each other. I know everyone doubts me and I keep saying it, but this one will work. Chrissy is too adorable to pass up. I never had a girl who listens to the same music AND is gorgeous. I hope my reassaurance calms her and lets her see the potential I see. Although I didn't get to talk to her much today. It hurts me in some sense, but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? I hate all those fucking sayings because they are more than less always false. Whatever, I got a total qtface on my hands :)